[AKA Cinderella the crakhed]
|Oh dear, now how
about do I go explaining Cindy? Hrmm, haha. Well the simple version
of it, sounds something like - this is my oldest and best friend.
I've known her since the 5th grade, and we've been through so much
together, its insanity I tell you.
She's also a crakhead - dont let anyone attempt to convince you otherwise.
She doesn't do much other than make herself happy, as well as never
failing to astound the rest of us, but thats what we love about her.
She is also very lazy (that was for your own good) she is also very
horny and I MEAN IT!! She also smokes too much! On top of
all that she is a loyal lovable and amusing (not to mention cute as
hell). Although she has a tendency to be annoyingly spiteful sometimes.
I definitely owe my life to this girl, but she owes me hers too! (oh
yes, I fell asleep twice!! Hehe, ok I wont get into it)
In the end, Cin never fails to rock in her own little Cindy way. I
can't wait to see who has to start wearing depends first. (I bet its
Bill [ooh noo!]
guess what? Bill sucks! (oh yes you do) But other than that, bill
is my best friend, and occupies a nice cozy warm spot in my world.
I've known him for many moons, and my how hes grown! (Are you blushing
yet?) Bill is a full blooded Aquarius - and I know he's making a face
of disapproval as I make that statement. I consider him a straightedge
realist, who calls it like he sees it. I love bill because he always
listens to my incoherent babbling no matter what the topic (even if
there are some topics he just refuses to give any input on) He's also
a class-a wiseass with an incomparable sense of humor.
One day I hope Bill realizes that - even though he thinks he "knows
what it's all about" (after all - you've seen it all.. Haven't
you?) that he still hasn't lived it all. Rationalizing? Fine.
Contemplating? Sure. Perceiving? Maybe. Experiencing? I don't think
so. I hope he doesn't condemn himself to living vicariously through
the world around him. Sometimes you just gotta take the plunge into
uncharted waters. (hehe go ahead Bill, I dare you ;P)
I know Bill will be happy with the life he makes for himself eventually,
mostly due to the fact that he propagates for the more simplistic
ideals in life. Although ironically enough, his energy gravitates
towards the more complex (assuredly not by choice - lol do you like
my analysis doctor?) Well enough explanations of Bill's enigma. (I'm
afraid I'm getting far too deep) But he knows I'll always be there
to defend, support, motivate, and care for him. (I could go on, but
do you really want me to?)
My Jelly Jelly Jam!! This girl has become an essential part of
my life, and I really have absolutely no intentions on letting anything
ever come between that. No matter how many confusing, complicated,
sometimes funny, yet always realistic, paradoxes of life we run
into, we are always able to formulate a most intelligible explanation
for it's existence in our lives. I can always look to my Jelly for
some good advice and conversation, and gets the same in return.
KMart sucks. Hehe.
We also have this ability to pick up guys wherever we are *winkwink*
Dynamic Duo! Even if we have to beat them off with a stick sometimes.
Haha but it makes us laugh, and we laugh a lot, but never too much.
For laughing is the antiseptic of the spirit.
I'm very thankful for Jelly because she is someone that is on the
same level and paths as I am, but as a factor of fate and not by
force. And I know when I look up and am awestruck by the beautiful
serenity of the glowing moon hung among the scattered stars, that
she sees the same awesomeness I do. There isn't any logical (or
illogical for that matter) aspect of creation, manifestation, corruption,
evolution, emotion etc. that me and my Jelly can't talk about. She
is also one of the most attractive females, from the in and out,
that I have the pleasure of knowing. She's made her way under my
wing and I'll be there for her forever. Sometimes I get the weird
feeling like Jelly is like an extension of my existence in this
world. She rocks!
What exactly, or rather, how exactly do I go about describing Bec?
Well, first and foremost, she is a full fledged Scorpio, no doubt
about that. She is also another female who I could talk about the
world to. She's a very magnetic soul, and understands the depths
of the human psyche as well as me and Jelly do. On the less bright
side she tends to have a streak of manipulation or selfishness in
her aura, which prevents her from being close to me and Jelly right
now. Maybe shes just off looking for herself. Either way I'm sure
she'll get what it is shes looking for.
Me and Bec have had some priceless moments together, that are very
important to me. She used to be someone I knew I could talk about
whatever was going on in my head about, and she'd not only understand,
but admit the same odd mental patterns as I was having! We are wonderful
at conducting energy together, as long as it's for a good cause.
She is very stubborn though, and holds a lot of silly grudges
due to pride factors. I just hope she realizes that time never stands
still, and when you let something you love go, if you wait too long,
it wont be waiting for you when you get back.
|And to complete
my female soul companion circle, here is Darci. She is by far the
awesomest girl I ever thought I could meet at school. We've spent
many a night, discussing politics, religion, sex, paradoxes, magic,
philosophy, ecology, astrology, and so on. Not to mention she is my
ULTIMATE DANCE PARTNER! (We just dont stop!) Partying and hanging
out with Darci is something I very strongly look forward too in coming
back to school this fall. You might even call it incentive. I love
her energy, she is the most adventurous Cancer I know! (but her moon
is in Aries ;P) Not to mention one of the most innocently sweet girls
I've ever met. And she doesn't litter! And agrees with me about the
environment!! OH THANKYOU DARCI, no one ever listens to me about littering.
Me and Darci share a lot of the same emotions and viewpoints on the
world, which makes the time we spend together awesome, whether we
are hitting up a party, or breaking into the most expensive restaurants
in Manhattan! I miss her lots, and hopes shes having a great summer
back home in Washington. I know she's going to stumble upon love very
|Oooh, I miss Stacey
very much. Stacey was my lifesaver in High School. No matter how hard
I'd push people away (if you were me you would understand why I did
such a thing) she never gave up on me. And by senior year, we were
inseparable. We've had so much fun together! Shea Stadium, Central
Park, the sea wall, richmond park, Chris's apt, my dad's house, oh
so many times of good *CLEAN* fun haha!
Then Stacey had to move to PA, where she is now. But that doesn't
mean we've lost touch at all. I still talk to her almost everyday
and look forward to her phonecalls, even though they are almost always
about her poor excuse of a boyfriend. Sorry babe, I had to say it.
But Stacey is coming back one day... I hope, I love her to pieces,
she is the most affectionate girl you could ever dream of having around,
not to mention a crapload of fun!
|Ah, hehe little
Danielson. Amazingly enough, he is one of the only guys I have found
that can get as philosophical and metaphysical as me and the girls
can. Not to mention that I've found someone I can talk computer and
design to, and actually be understood, as well as inspired, as well
as provide motivation! Although recently I've not been able to spend
as much time with him as I used to, I still think about him, and sure
enough when I get back in queens hes always online for me to chat
and catch up with. Sometimes I believe I have this weird connection
to Danny's family. I never met such a cool family as theirs, and I'm
very envious. Good Brazilian blood (and damn proud of it!) not to
mention that they all exudes this mystic quality about them, which
is quite fascinating. Hes also an amazing artist, in both computer
stuff and traditional art. His 3D work is incredible!
I hope Danny doesn't fall from my circle, because I care about him
a lot, and we make a great design team together! Not to mention he's
very perceptive about the world around him, which I admire. Even if
sometimes he is too much of a realist. Keep up the good work Danny
and you'll get there.
|In my opinion,
there is a tie for the Jeanne's-Chillest-Guy-At-Poly award, and Marat
and Raffi get them!
Marat rocks cos hes funny, smart as f*ck, down-to-earth, philosophical,
and a sucka for romance! He also has an adorable GF (Anyone who will
stuff sushi in a Marlboro box is cool as shit to me!) who I know he
loves a lot, they're so cute. I'm so glad hes happy now! (a plague
to the ex's of the world)
Me and Marat have had some awesome times during freshman year. Ski
trips, hotel rooms, the gardens (Antons bday was seriously funny)
Lambda parties, etc. As well as many awesome theory conversations
in car rides home. If only we could pry him from the jaws-of-poly
for a little while (HAAAAHAAA)
|In my opinion,
there is a tie for the Jeanne's-Chillest-Guy-At-Poly award, and Marat
and Raffi get them!
Raffi is one of the first people I started hanging out with in the
dorms, and he totally kicks a$$!! Raffi amazes me because of how laid
back, easy going, and hilarious he is while maintaining his depth
of character and intelligence! I will never forget my little Halloween
pup! I absolutely love Raffi, hes a goofy, go-with-the-flow, ball
of 24/7 fun. As well as a good friend to talk to. But Raffi, no more
4am drumming on the 13th floor!! Hahaha Raffi you rock.
Ostrofsky [Lonz, BigNose, Lonny]
|Lonny is the one
of the most perfectly magical, and beautiful from the inside out,
souls I've ever met. He was there for me at such critical points in
my past, as I was there for him. He is the very first person I ever
had a seriously deep theoretical philosophical conversations with,
and he helped open my eyes and let me plunge into the depths of his.
Lonny was the most evolved spirit I ever had a chance to spend time
with. I miss him so much, and there isnt a day that hasn't gone by
that I don't think of him. Sunrises and sunsets at the bluff, car
rides, city visits, his voice, his hugs, long talks, are a few of
the things I miss most about Lonny.
I know it sounds weird, but a part of him will be with me until the
day I am able to be face to face with him again. He was able to touch
the soul of anyone, if he so desired. If not by his incomparable wiseass
jokes, his perfect charm, or his brilliant imagination, then by the
bottomless depths of his soul. I know one day we will see eachother
[Soul sis 101]
|This is my beautiful
celestial sister. I met this girl when I was 16 years old and she
totally took care of me the whole first summer I met her. I was at
her house literally every day, and I really miss that. Jenna is creative,
very intelligent, talented, devoted, caring, sweet, charismatic, and
mystical. Although she has some deep currents of insecurity and self
doubt (but don't we all) as well as she isnt exactly what I'd call
the *cleanest* person in the world *wink* (that was for your own good
She's also an AWESOME DJ!! I watched her turntables go from collecting
dust, to busting out crazy mixes, and I am so damn proud of her!!
I've watched the root spread into a sturdy foundation and bloom with
a type of passion I haven't seen matched easily elsewhere. Hopefully
Jenna and I will travel through the stars together, watching out for
eachother and supporting eachother when we need that little bit of
extra female energy. Hehe I'm her little Bean =D
|Ok, well granted
he's my ex, but thats okay, even though we don't talk much anymore
I still consider him a good friend. This boy has enough dirt on me
to plant a farm. Hes one of the first people I became good friends
with when I moved to the city, and was my raving partner for a very
long time. He may be shy at first but once your inside his heart,
there is no need to worry about getting the boot. Hes has grown up
in so many ways since I first met him, hes now (usually) one of the
most sweet and affectionate guys I've ever met, with a heart for true
He's also a complete Capricorn. Slow and steady is his motto. I really
hope Chris find what hes looking for in life, because he has a heart
of gold and a brain to match. I just wish he'd stop hanging out with
all those brainless superficial people, cos he has this ability to
adapt to whatever crowd hes around. But oh well, you can't win em'
[you are so burnt hehe]
|Aaron rocks. There
isn't much other way to describe it. Hes sweet, very hunky (haha),
a complete ditz, and cool as shit. Hes a Gemini, and thats so cool,
cos hes got a twin brother Matt! (Who is also cool as shit, although
sometimes a LITTLE TOO CRAZY) The only thing that worries me about
Aaron is his double life as a loan shark, and all those WEIRD sexual
confrontations he gets himself into. Be good Aaron, no more blessing
people's medication, and take that gross icon off you AIM!
|Here is a shout
out to all those awesome balls of fun that I love to hangout with
when I'm out on Long Island:
Ethan, John, Katie, Jamie, Michelle, Allison, Kristen, Timmy, Sean,
Brian, Victor, Lil Melissa, Dave & Melissa, Bobby, Elyse, G and
Bill, Genie, and those punks from Smithtown *wink*
And then a hi to all those people who once were very important to
me, but somehow I've lost touch with, Nikki, Rainy, Nadine, Elena,
Dix Hills crew, Matt, Mike, Pappason, Monica, Zach, Jamie, Lee, Rick,
Corey, Bryan, Brian.
Crew [NYC baby!]
|For all those
asskicking kids who helped make Dozo years pass by a little quicker
(and with much more fun)
Allison (my slut), Crispi, Raph, Danielle, Lisa, Jill, Lisa, Billy,
Sam, Mike, Muskrat, Julio-bear, Ben, Lenny, Eric, Roman, Dmitri, Sebastian,
Phil and Becky.
|These big brothers
and sisters are people I am eternally grateful for. For all those
fun filled sleepless nights of partying!! These people have been such
great influences on me, and I don't even think they realize that.
They were my first and foremost city crew and I really get sad sometimes
when I think of how most of them have grown up and away. But I love
them all, and they all have a very special place in my memory.
Everyone in #Rave (efnet) Scott, Josh, Piri, Bev, Steve, Cristian,
Dan, Tiff, Joker, Paul, Dan, Kevin, Dave, Heather, Jessie, Elena and
the rest of the Internet crew.
|I am giving all
these cool guys a big shout. They are the better frat at poly, and
completely fun to be around. Special hi to Simon and Marco cos they
actually took the time to find out a little about me. Are you a cute
female? C'mon I'll take you to a party, you'll love em. Hehehe. Keep