Little Nubby, guess what? Bill sucks! (oh yes you do) But other than that, bill is my best friend, and occupies a nice cozy warm spot in my world. I've known him for many moons, and my how hes grown! (Are you blushing yet?) Bill is a full blooded Aquarius - and I know he's making a face of disapproval as I make that statement. I consider him a straightedge realist, who calls it like he sees it. I love bill because he always listens to my incoherent babbling no matter what the topic (even if there are some topics he just refuses to give any input on) He's also a class-a wiseass with an incomparable sense of humor.

One day I hope Bill realizes that - even though he thinks he "knows what it's all about" (after all - you've seen it all.. Haven't you?) that he still hasn't lived it all. Rationalizing? Fine. Contemplating? Sure. Perceiving? Maybe. Experiencing? I don't think so. I hope he doesn't condemn himself to living vicariously through the world around him. Sometimes you just gotta take the plunge into uncharted waters. (hehe go ahead Bill, I dare you ;P)

I know Bill will be happy with the life he makes for himself eventually, mostly due to the fact that he propagates for the more simplistic ideals in life. Although ironically enough, his energy gravitates towards the more complex (assuredly not by choice - lol do you like my analysis doctor?) Well enough explanations of Bill's enigma. (I'm afraid I'm getting far too deep) But he knows I'll always be there to defend, support, motivate, and care for him. (I could go on, but do you really want me to?)

Jelly is someone I miss a lot... No matter how many confusing, complicated, sometimes funny, yet always realistic, paradoxes of life we would run into, we were always able to formulate a most intelligible explanation for it's existence in our lives. And her mom's lentil pasta will satisfy even the most picky palette! *YuMMM*

I know when I look up and am awestruck by the beautiful serenity of the glowing moon hung among the scattered stars, that she sees the same awesomeness I do. There isn't any logical (or illogical for that matter) aspect of creation, manifestation, corruption, evolution, emotion etc. that me and my Jelly couldn't talk about. She is also one of the most attractive females, from the in and out, that I have the pleasure of knowing.

I am hoping one day that me and the females I've been separated from will come back together, to once again conduct the uplifting energy we once did. But everyone grows up, and older, and I guess you just accept it when those you care about head in other directions. I do miss them a lot though, and I think about them frequently. Maybe thats my mistake for not being able to put my attachment to them behind me. Ah well, you live and learn right?

First and foremost, becca is a full fledged Scorpio, no doubt about that. She is also another female who I could talk about the world to. She's a very magnetic soul, and understands the depths of the human psyche as well as me and Jelly do. She kind of has a streak of manipulation or selfishness in her (but then again, who doesn't) but I don't get to see or talk to her much anymore. Maybe shes just off looking for herself. Either way I'm sure she'll get what it is shes looking for.

Me and Bec have had some priceless moments together, that are very important to me. She used to be someone I knew I could talk about whatever was going on in my head about, and she'd not only understand, but admit the same odd mental patterns as I was having! We are wonderful at conducting energy together, as long as it's for a good cause.

I am hoping one day that me and the females I've been separated from will come back together, to once again conduct the uplifting energy we once did. But everyone grows up, and older, and I guess you just accept it when those you care about head in other directions. I do miss them a lot though, and I think about them frequently. Maybe thats my mistake for not being able to put my attachment to them behind me. Ah well, you live and learn right?